Assalamualaikum.
Selamat berpuasa untuk hari yang ke-9! Dah sembilan hari. Ada yang belum stop counting days untuk raya dan ada yang dah tak larat nak buat countdown rasanya. Lol. Apa pun, kita puasa dulu okay :)
What's with that tittle?
Semalam mak call aku. Aku dah macam pelik kenapa mak call tengah tengah malam. Dan kebetulan semalam mood aku swing sikit sb penat gila travel UKM-KL-kelas-Danau Kota. Serious penat. Sampai aku sanggup je jumpa buah hati hari nie dan bukan semalam. Kalau ikutkan tahap kerinduan nie, kalau boleh nak jugak jumpa and sahur sama semalam. hahaha.
Okay sambung cerita pasal mak call tu, aku rasa macam dia nak bagitau aku something, tapi tak sampai sb dia putar putar cerita sampai last last tak bagitau pun apa yang dia nak bagitau.
Few minutes later dia call lagi sekali. Dan sekali lagi pun dia tak cakap jugak benda tu. She's my mum kan, of course I know something is wrong. That chem between us is still there. Lol. So I guess, bukan aku je teragak agak kalau call mak nak mintak izin something. hiuhiuhiu.
Then this morning she called me again. I have to be calm and talk in a good tone, just to make her comfortable to tell me whatever she's trying to tell. And guess what?!!!! Yeah, mommy asking for my bless. LOLOLOLOL. Patutnya aku mintak bless tapi terbalik nie. haha.
"Dear mom,
I know I'm being stubborn and rebellious all this while and maybe will still be in the future but you know I love you right? Haha. I will do anything for you, just anything. But please don't ask me to marry someone I refuses. haha. You have my support and I want you to be happy. HAPPY! I mean it. Kalau tak happy jugak tak tahulah. Haih. So, you better watch out! Hehe. I love you. Be happy. Take care."
Its not fair for her kalau aku halang. She deserves to be happy just like other people too. Somehow, I really wish she can accept my decision, my life. I want to be happy too you know. haha.
Dah takde idea nak terus menaip. Keyboard-off.
No comments:
Post a Comment